“No; I did not hate him. The word is too weak. There is no word in the language strong enough to describe my feelings. I can say only that I knew the gnawing of a desire for vengeance on him that was a pain in itself and that exceeded all the bounds of language.”—The Star Rover, Jack London (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
so most of you have been putting up with my annoying emo entries, but in my defense, this has been a very difficult year for me.
i followed my “heart” (looking back i followed my insecurities) and moved 6 hours away from home to be with the boy i thought i was going to marry. it took 2 months for everything to fall apart.
anyway-i’ve been coping and dealing with this devastation as best i can and every night before bed i would pray to God to please make something good happen. that i was left with nothing because of this whole “adventure.”
well, yesterday my old job (which mind you, was a good job) called me and asked if i would come back. uhhhh…YEAH! now that i have over $10k of student loans to pay off i need a job and one that pays well, at that.
so as embarrassing as it is to go back to my old stomping grounds, i’m kind of excited. i get to be with all my old co-workers and friends, be in a place where i was appreciated and respected, and make lots of $$$$!
so you know what…april’s been a pretty good month so far….