i am a jumble of passions, misgivings, and wants. it seems that i am always in a state of wishing and rarely in a state of contentment-libba bray
“I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong. “
—Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun
it does still hurt. </3
i hate such quiet sunday nights
it does still hurt.